It’s been a
busy few days and I’m realising I’ve not really been here! I mean I’ve been here in body but my mind’s been
flitting about from past to future with only moments of present thrown in when
essential.
This isn’t a
good state for me. I make mistakes, I
injure myself, I don’t connect fully with people, I don’t take care of
myself. And then my mind spins off into
possible reasons, all ‘out there’, avoiding any personal responsibility and
perpetuating the foggy state.
I feel tired
and it’s easy to blame lack of sleep but I think more telling is that my
morning meditation, reflection and exercise routine has been disrupted and that
seems to have more of an impact. I’m
increasingly aware when working with clients that morning meditation effects
the day in so many immeasurable ways and that, when we ‘unavoidably’ miss a
day, there’s usually some resistance at play.
I am lucky
to have moments like this writing, client contact, an enquiring partner and 5
Rhythms dancing that prompt me to check-in and realise how I’m feeling. I’ve the further good fortune of different
tools and strategies at hand to clear the resistance and ‘bring me back’ to
consciousness. No excuses! Yet I can still convince myself that missing
my morning routine for one day won’t hurt.
Perhaps you’ve a solution to this one?
When I find it I’ll be sure to share!
In the mean
time, if you’re in a mind-fog, here’s your wake-up call! And, if you’d like help with tools and
strategies for getting back on track, do get in touch!
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